Josefine Åsnan Johnsson

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back you leaving

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to Januari all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to Januari, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to Januari all the time

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to Januari and make you mine, but i forgett- I can't




I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I'll feel you forget me like I use to feel you breathe
And I'll keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it's nice where you are

And I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you, you wish you had stayed
We can plan for a change in weather and time
I never planned on you changing your mind